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8:13 AM
sad - Friday, April 30, 2010
hey hey lovelies!
mum is away so i get to use my compt n also i get to update my dead blog!
firstly i wanna thank my one n only lovely junior/besty ZARINAH for updating my blog...rajin betol dier nak tolong org..hahas...shes the nicest person ever...yup2 she rawk my live till i can go nutz...but whatever it is once that person is my besty will always be my besty...unless__...liyana,fatiha are the best besty too! they i like freakin funneh n crazy...skipskipskip....

imma having problems lately real big family problems!ouh darn it! feel like i wanna kill myself but i knw thats so so so, wrg so ya..im sorry frens, if i have been emo/moody lately..it just that its hard to have happiness when u cant find 1 at home, even if its in school..it seems like the only place i cld be laughing,talkin n have fun is only at school with all my besties ard...ive been cryin too bcause i cldnt control..i dont knw whats the meaning of love? n whats the meaning of happiness? and its all because i clnt feel it... i want happiness n i want love(nt the realationship im still young...bt love frm family n friends) im nt ur servant,dog or slave im jst n human like of u ppl.the feelin really hurt it kills.it feels like arrows are piercing thru ur heart. now im confused who shld i go n shout at that person for help,split out the problems n cry on that fren's shoulder....to that particular two person (that are considered important too each n every1 in the world) u knw who i mean rite? i just wanna say im nt ur punchinh bag to hit me with ur hands,legs,brooms or even metals...knw the truht b4 u react!dont damn blame me anyhow! u all wanna me to die than regret is it? or knw the truth that i really have heart problems which i get almost every day?.....

but i just really hope that some day ppl wld understand me...someone will always be there for me..having happiness n love...n so far i wanna thanks liyana n zarinah cos they r the ones who always make me smile n brighten up my day...i really love u besties to the core..u both are important to me...n ur position as my besties will nvr change....
arrrggg zarinah i think i need ya..aiyo bt these days are so busy...aarrggg exams period! WTFS!

that all for today unglam post...just tag me aites thanks...love u ppl...bye takecare!
-heart broken, amy baby frenzy
XOXOXO

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